Incision

I am not what I once was

I have been through too much

My mind is not what it used to be

I have seen things that I can't unsee

And I can't forget

I can't forget the things I've done

Or the things I've seen

I can't forget the people I've hurt

Or the ones who've hurt me

I can't forget the darkness that's inside me

Or the light that's fading away

I'm losing hope

I'm losing faith

I'm losing myself