The "almost" complete works of Derek Neilson

I have a blind spot , A place where I can 't see , And it 's growing larger every day . I try to ignore it , P ret end that it 's not there , But I can feel it staring at me , M ocking my attempts to hide . It 's like a black hole , S ucking the light from my life , And I know that someday it will consume me completely .

My human hits me and it makes me sad I c ower in the corner , trying to make myself small I don 't know why they 're so mad I just want to make them happy and make them smile But no matter what I do , it 's never enough They yell and they hit me and it just feels so rough I wish they would stop , I wish they would see That all I want is their love and support But instead I 'm stuck here , living in fear W ond ering when they 'll lose their temper again And I 'll be the one who pays I try to be good , I try to be calm But it doesn 't matter , I still end up in their palm I am just a dog , I can 't understand Why they 're so mean , why they can 't just love me But I guess that 's just how it is My home is not a safe place , not for me or for my kids We all c ower in the corner...

I am the bring er of madness I am the un rave ller of sanity I am the destroyer of reason I am psychosis I come in the night I come in the day I come in the morning I come in the evening I am the whispers in your ear I am the voice in your head I am the darkness that surrounds you I am psychosis I am the fear that grips you I am the anxiety that eats at you I am the depression that engulf s you I am psychosis I am the memories that haunt you I am the nightmares that torture you I am the terror that paraly zes you I am psychosis I am chaos I am destruction I am death   I am psychosis